I did much better today than yesterday at my job. I was able to complete the majority of tasks in a timely fashion. So, hopefully I can keep it together.
You won’t believe how stressed out I was… I actually managed to chew three wounds in my lip, from worrying about being good enough and things of that nature.
Thankfully (perhaps do to my venting), I managed to wind down and relax. Also, my cold (which had been affecting my performance) is mostly gone now. Yay.
I am so excited.
When I finally get paid (I am not sure when, it might be next week (on Friday) or quite some time after that. Then, I’ll be treating my family to a nice dinner (about $30. bucks). Then I’ll probably try to set aside some money for bills… But I absolutely must get myself a PS2 and Final Fantasy X, Kingdom Hearts, and Kingdom Hearts II immediately.
I really can’t take it anymore. I must have it!
In any case, all I need do is work on my dusting skills, because they aren’t up to par (and its hard to keep track of what’s been dusted).
In the mean time, I hope to find more work (a weekend job). The more money, the better.
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